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Today has been the longest day ever.

My brain is officially fried Since Scott’s injury I haven’t been sleeping well. I sleep like there is a baby in the room, so light the slightest noise wakes me up. I’m terrified that I’m going to hurt him in my sleep. Maybe that he’s going to need something, or that he’s going to get Keep Reading…

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I have been tricking myself

I hate to work out. I avoid it at all cost, but I also have an insane desire to be “teenager metabolism” thin again. I haven’t worked out or been to a gym in years and the thought of doing so sounds so awful.  I love my mozzarella sticks and pizza and basically anything that Keep Reading…

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Of course you will fail

I found that your ability to fail depends on the situation you put yourself in. You can’t take on more than you can handle, or of course you will fail. I let fear hold me back for a long time. i let my depression get the best of me and my ability to create and Keep Reading…