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Diary of an Outsider

I have always had this problem, I feel like I don’t belong. You know that feeling when you’re with a group of people and you feel like the odd man out? That’s me 98% of the time in social settings. I can be invited, and even encouraged to come out places, but when I do Keep Reading…

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I’m sorry, I gave up.

Everything has been difficult lately, so instead of trying to balance it. I’m sorry, I gave up. The past month or so has been a lot of work. I started watching my nephews, Scott got hurt and had surgery, We still don’t have a vehicle and have no idea when we will be getting our car Keep Reading…

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We have given in to GoFundMe

It isn’t looking good guys. I have accepted that we will have a mountain of medical bills. I have come to terms with the fact that a real, taxpaying job may be in my future and I can’t stay in the comfort of my home and watch children for an extra income. I am okay Keep Reading…

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Today has been the longest day ever.

My brain is officially fried Since Scott’s injury I haven’t been sleeping well. I sleep like there is a baby in the room, so light the slightest noise wakes me up. I’m terrified that I’m going to hurt him in my sleep. Maybe that he’s going to need something, or that he’s going to get Keep Reading…

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Stop telling me to have babies

This is for all of us, the infertile, the struggling to get pregnant, the people that don’t want kids, the people that aren’t ready to have babies, and all in between. If you feel that I have adequately put into words what you need to say to your family, friend, and so on, send them Keep Reading…

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Gift ideas for the impossible to shop for!

Lets be completely honest, we all have someone that is IMPOSSIBLE to shop for. Ahhh, the season is upon us, Christmas shopping. My two most difficult people to look for gifts for are my dad and my husband. They both don’t want much and when they do want something, its because they can’t justify buying Keep Reading…

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We finally have a better couch

I’m using “better” very loosely We found a couch on craigslist for free, it was broken, and needed to be cleaned, but it had more promise than the one that we currently had. I am an idiot that didn’t take any pictures of the process, but we fixed it..sort of. You can TOTALLY see where Keep Reading…